As I reflect on how the world has changed even in the last 24 hours, I am starting to accept what is going on around me as my new reality, the world’s new reality. It may be a while before I come to terms with it all yet, but I have started to accept the reality of the situation. As I’ve sat with my sadness and acceptance today, I am reminded of the words of Deut 31:6, 8 and Joshua 1:5 where it says that the Lord will be with us, He will never leave us nor forsake us, so we are not to be afraid or discouraged. It almost seems like a hard concept to grasp right now…that God is with us, that we are not to fear or become discouraged. How? And in the words of Psalm 6:3 “My soul is in deep anguish, how long Lord, how long?” This was the Psalm that our church was focusing on Sunday morning, the weekend before the world as we know it here in Ontario and in Canada changed, seemingly overnight. That verse has come to take on a totally different meaning since then. But then, many things in life have. I found out tonight that the province of Quebec where my brother lives is now in lock down. The liberties of life like going for a bike ride or walking along a trail by the creek, like my family did this afternoon, gone. Just like that. Not knowing when those liberties will return. It’s the not knowing that is the hardest to come to terms with. Today, that is what I have been grappling with. The unknown. And to the unknown I say again: “The Lord himself goes before you and will be with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged.” Deut 31:8
God With Us
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Hey! I'm Jennifer. I've been writing since a young age (my first A+ graded poem was written in grade 5...the teacher thought I had copied it from a book!) I have been living the chaotic and sometimes downright wacky life of motherhood for over 9 years now. I'm craving growth, newness and spontenaity, thus this blog was born. I love to sing, often to the dismay of my 2 children, explore in nature, and sip a cup of tea while reading a book. I'm an introvert who loves talking to people but craves my time of regeneration when I'm alone, especially after a busy day. I love time spent with God alone with His Word and what I can learn from Him. My life is far from perfect, and I'm learning that one day at a time I am growing, I am learning and I am changing. It's not easy, and it's not quick, but it is ongoing. I'm not sure that I'll ever grow up....really, so I've decided to grow into up. Never quite there, but I'm choosing to never stop growing either. View all posts by jenniferheidinga
